stupid people. who the hell could go out in such a heavy rain even if they have umbrellas? not more to say someone sick. for god's sake, I'M SICK!!!

went to the doc yest cause of my flu. and bad enough, some stupid news. i've thyroids. wow. how great. i've to be under medication for a month, go for checkups and see if it would get better. if not, i might as well die. hah. frankly, the doc was really observant. she suspected i have thyroids. and indeed, after the blood test, i did have it. now i've lots of medicine that i must finish. damn.

sis and me were really suffering while waiting for the doc. all the germs. eew. it was really scary when one of the patients threw into a rage screaming with another guy. went back to sch after seeing doc. thought of discussing project but didnt really discuss. anyway went to com lab and play fish tycoon. now sis and me are addicted to the game. haha.

now i noe who really are concerned. my student, fiona, kiwi. well, at least they cared to ask.

having a damn headache.

enduring all the pressure, all the stress by myself. suckit. no one knows what i'm going through now!!!!!!!!

我要的不是一句我爱你， 而是希望永远陪在我身边。我心中只有对你的爱，你是否也和我一样？